Outside

It had always been easier avoiding
than receiving
even if it meant throwing a lot of myself
outside of you

never clear enough
to drudge through

Its always taken long for me
accepting missing pieces
that belong to someone who’s
outside my world and blue

– E.M

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Expectations

how can I expect you to fill me
when you can’t even see the empty
hollowed out by a blue
too uncomfortable for patience

how can I expect you to push me
when you can’t even see the urgency
crowded in me too

-E.M